you couldn’t have me
I didn’t want you
you set yourself up to lose.
I probably shouldn’t wish for your breath on my skin.
I could follow you to the beginning
just to relive the start
maybe then we’d remember to slow down
I wish I was pretty.
not I can find aspects of beauty within myself kind of pretty,
I mean the kind of pretty that stops people in the middle of the street kind of pretty.
I wish I had that natural beauty.
I know girls aren’t supposed to try and aspire to be magazine kind of pretty, and should be themselves and be their own definition of beauty, and I am,
but for once, I really just want to be the kind of pretty that everyone else is.
I feel like I have nothing and no one.